Truth

There is a difference in knowing something to be true and silently trying to ignore it, and then actually hearing it. I don’t quite know how to explain… Like knowing you don’t look great in that one pair of jeans that you love, and then hearing someone tell you that you don’t. It’s a silly example I know… Sigh

I suppose sometimes we need someone to tell us straight out before we can completely accept what we know already. Hearing you’re a cliche… It hurts, it violently rips the fibers of your being and splits it apart. It can really leave you heartbroken with actual physical pain, when you’ve cried so much that everything hurts… Breathing hurts…

It would be nice to just take a magic pill and numb the senses to your heart, to prevent it from feeling anything, to protect yourself from being hurt. Sometimes you just can not explain the reasons behind what you feel, or why you act a certain way. I’ve never been known to cope well with harsh words and at times very honest truths. It’s crippling… Trying to accept what you can’t. Sometimes you just want things because it’s worth it.

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One thought on “Truth

  1. It would be nice to just take a magic pill and numb the senses to your heart, to prevent it from feeling anything, to protect yourself from being hurt.
    so beautifully said-

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