Change on the horison

The end of year is in sight. Like everyone else, I look forward to the break. So much has happened this year and not much has happened this year. I feel like stagnant water, still and unmoving.

I am looking forward to Christmas in a way I haven’t for three years. I will have two very special visitors, mom and dad, visiting.

Along with my excitement, I also feel a need for change, to move forward in some or other direction.

I haven’t accomplished much this year. My focus has been blurred and I just can’t find exactly what it is that I want. What I am sure of, is that I need some change…and soon.

Ironic, because it was the one thing I did not want two years ago.

Sigh, a good long break is exactly what I need to clear my mind and to make the choices required for the new year.

For now.. I am counting down the days to when I can see my beautiful parents. So excited!!

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